AJ was supposed to hang out with Dan today. She just called me to tell me he's not at his place, and he got arrested. We don't know why yet.

I really wish he hadn't cut me out of his life... I wish I could talk to him right now.

A.J. and I just watched Saving Private Ryan. It's been added to the list of movies that make me cry.

I've been trying to work out my schedule for classes for next year. I need to register for them on Wednesday. It all seems so pointless, though. I don't even know if I'm coming back next year. It's not a certainty. But the last thing I want to do is talk to someone about it who could help me. Even though that's the first thing I should be doing.

I'm furious with Heather right now, too. The odd part is I can't figure out why. I just am.

I need a new crowd.